E-mail sent to my parents & siblings: Monday, August 31, 2009 12:42 PM
I took a couple vacation days (Friday and Monday) to be able to go to
Beth Moore event and then to work on an attempt to go outside without experiencing a panic attack. Or actually – literally - to just to go outside alone and survive.
Armed with inspiration from the Beth Moore simulcast, which was based on Psalms 37: 1-7. I claimed verse “3 Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.” Safe pasture had nothing to do with the focus of the event but I needed safe pasture.
The focus was – “Trust in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart”. The desire of my heart was to feel safe again. To look fear in the eye and triumph.